Can you tell me what's wrong with my life;
And all of it's confusions
Why did she leave me with nothing to show;
Except for a shallow disillusion
'Coz I can't seem to figure out why you feel this way
And I guess I'm to blame
You have found the perfect way to bring me down
Taking a cue for better days
I bet you seldom and never listen
All the pain in the way she talks
All the pain in her fatal charm
Now I caught her negative factor
I sit back thinking, that there once a time
A time where everything was perfected
It seems the things we shared were so far behind
Behind but we're never getting closer
I can feel your shadow hanging over me
And I'm just peering through the light
Now I realized you never really cared for me
Will I ever see
Why I cant' hold on to the person that I tried so hard to find
Could you please tell me why?...

When I think of life, I think of a small journey. A journey that only lasts for a short time compared to the universe we were born in. Why do we try to survive when we know our existence will soon after fade. Why do we live? Is there a reason we're born into this world? But as my mind wanders, I realize that it doesn't matter why we're here. We're here to live life to the fullest. We're here to explore. To make friends. Or maybe enemies...But the point is we're here. And as long as im here, I want to live my life to the fullest..with the people I love. Such a short lifespan is given to us...and for what purpose. We learn so many things...But for what?
They say there is no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the Earth, there's nothing at all. No matter how far you walk, it's just the same road, it just goes on and on. But in spite of that...Why am I so driven to find it?
If I were the rain that bind together the earth and sky, who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people together?
They say there is no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the Earth, there's nothing at all. No matter how far you walk, it's just the same road, it just goes on and on. But in spite of that...Why am I so driven to find it?
If I were the rain that bind together the earth and sky, who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people together?
Thursday, May 14, 1998
Friday, May 8, 1998
Empty Love
An empty pathos in my heart
Your affectionate bitterness breaking apart
Thy humane feeling
Behold that you are forgetting
Pretending that your love is pure
After all of the time is blue
Uneasiness towards passion
It's all what you want
You'll never be satisfied
Showing that I'm divided
Thinking that I'm washed away
Is this your solemn way?
I can't endure your self love
Then the heaviness of the burden, compel this this empty love....
Your affectionate bitterness breaking apart
Thy humane feeling
Behold that you are forgetting
Pretending that your love is pure
After all of the time is blue
Uneasiness towards passion
It's all what you want
You'll never be satisfied
Showing that I'm divided
Thinking that I'm washed away
Is this your solemn way?
I can't endure your self love
Then the heaviness of the burden, compel this this empty love....
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