When I think of life, I think of a small journey. A journey that only lasts for a short time compared to the universe we were born in. Why do we try to survive when we know our existence will soon after fade. Why do we live? Is there a reason we're born into this world? But as my mind wanders, I realize that it doesn't matter why we're here. We're here to live life to the fullest. We're here to explore. To make friends. Or maybe enemies...But the point is we're here. And as long as im here, I want to live my life to the fullest..with the people I love. Such a short lifespan is given to us...and for what purpose. We learn so many things...But for what?

They say there is no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the Earth, there's nothing at all. No matter how far you walk, it's just the same road, it just goes on and on. But in spite of that...Why am I so driven to find it?

If I were the rain that bind together the earth and sky, who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people together?

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Every Everything

I got a second chance
To ever show a shame
I got nothing behind
'Coz you're with me
I got to turn down
To really got your name

Now in my heart
I spoken too long
My feelings for you
That I can't understand
Because of your every everything

I couldn't help myself just watching you
You keep me alive just for a night
Now I got a problem
Sleeping without you inside my head

This is no any ordinary illusion
Either a shalow disilluion
And when I found this feeling
I just thought about your every everything

I aplogize for what I'm doing
Just to show my feelings
Don't wanna die with my dwelling life
Suffocated by your mysterious smile

If I told you
Of what I feel
Does it matter
Of how I bleed
Just to know you well
If I told you
Would you be satisfied
Where everything special is you

Don't want to know
If you don't care
Don't want to know
If I'm going lonely

I will dare
Let it be
You are my favorite
I don't know why
How should I feel
Because of your every everything

Line Up

The feeling that you forgot
The reason you know is not
A question to you now
Why Can't you see
You've got nothing to say at all
The ending of it all
Building an entity
How does it feel to be
The way it was meant to be
A cliche ride through fame
We end up all the same
It is a sin
You're clashing in
End of the trend
On everything you have said
Without a doubt at all
A way to say it all
Follow the rule
Successful 'til you fall
Your friends said could be
What a waste of time
You need to find the space
To draw the line...

Stellar Look

There's nothing that I could say
To make her change the way she thinks
Just like I said
You're so easily led
Think that you fed your head with lead
Keep your thoughts in your head
The girl inside you tried to hide
You'll never be satisfied
You'll never be quite the way you want
Don't try to hide it
Keeping the score
When you know that you're so far behind
Remember what I say
You can't compare yourself
To all those glossy looks
Trouble this time
Your opinion is clashing with mine
Haven't touched you yet my hands are dim
Speak out and shout don't walk on
Of course you're so pretty now
You're so beautiful and beautifully dead
And time unfolds the reasons
And life reveals the seasons
Time heal sometimes
Then you know what's right...

Falling Down

I know It's the way that it goes
I can't help but wonder
I don't know why should I complain
Why she have to put something down
For the words she had to drown
I thought about reasons to try
I've thought about nothing
I'm gonna give you a straight answer
I'm gonna lay it all on the line
My faith will get me through these days
So please, don't tell me that you've changed your ways
It's so hard to get serious in these times
But I won't pretend
I don't know if there is someone to blame
There is nothing to say or do
I can't wait to say to you
It's depending on your frame of mind
There was a time when you and I
We shared a different way
Is there still time today?...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Date

I wish I could see you
I wish I could hold you
Haven't touch you
Now I'm getting close to you
When my time comes you'll see
But I'm gonna fall into the sea
It's been a long time
Seeking someone's company
Now I'm so pathetic
Going to be the blackhole in your attic
And I don't want to know
Trying to hide it all over now
I hope you might try to see me
After all of them lying on a lame
Hoping to be a sane waiting on the side
For someone's sweetness side by side
Thanks for being so great
Now I know what I want
I never had this feeling before
I miss you so and I wish you are here

Sympathetic Empathy

Of all the times I've tried to talk to you
And acted out ofline, please understand
When I tell you more than anything
Why must we hold a candle to all our shames?
I forgave my enemies but never forgot their names

Of all the times I've tried to talk to you
This time, I think I'm fine
We'll make it through 'coz I'll never want to cry
And there's no fire without lots of smoke
Everyone laughed, I didn't get the joke

But I'm so sure with my uncertainty
And I'm so secure with my insecurity
I know we're bored with our apologies
This time, we're making everything we need
This time, I don't want to know what I'm thinking
I just want to know what you think
And do you think that I should think this way?.......

Paradox

I break the lies before they die inside the public eye
I find it strange the same
The time has yet to come
The truth; The answer why
I watch the sun as it deceased across the desert sky

So many times I've seen
The past mistakes resurfacing
They never seem to have the proof
That qualifies for truth

I stop to ask a question no one wants to wonder why
I guess they're so content they know enough to get them by
They orchestrate their twisted lies
And buy their alibis

I watch the clock go ticking by
And now I wonder why
Divided and conquered we
Sit and wait so patiently

There's nothing left to fade away
except the stupid things I play
Never knowing what's in store
Try not to ask for more
I'll get away, can't take this place
It won't be long before you see me break.....

My Unfulfillingness

Look at you sleeping there, I couldn't love anyone or anything more
You really are my Angel from heaven; so thank God
I wish I could tell you how much I Love You
A thousand times a day
But I hope you can see it in my eyes
Every moment we are awake
And every minute that I dream, I dream of you
Sounds good that like such used line
It's true, now most of my words were social
The human condition we all share and I'm not very good with love songs
But I just saw you sleeping there
And I didn't want to wake you up
But I feel so strong right now
And thanks for being great
And thanks for being the love of my life
I know it's the same for you, for me
I love you, etc....
Je t'aime, etc....
When you wake up, let's make out....

Immobile

I've this feeling that I've never felt before
I know that Ain't cool to say this now
But I can't help the way I feel Inside
Around you I can be the way I am
But the things I always thought were the feelings I felt
There could never be enough
All I want to do is just let you know that I care
And when things get too hard for you
Look back and I'll be there
You inspire me intensely wihout any doubt
I'll do anything to keep you tonight
I'll say anything to make you feel alright
You keep me thinking;
So help me try to show that I can do without

I steal A kiss from your sleeping shadow
Because I'll always miss you wherever you go
There are somethings that I'll live without
But I want you to know that I really need you
And when it comes to you; my heart is true

You come to me as an Angel out of time
Though I can't feel what you do
Can't see what you see
Peace will not come to this lonely heart
Sleep will not come to this tired body now
My love is deeper than you'll ever really know
And I know it maybe hard for me to ever really show....

Untitled

You are all I want
You are all I'm thinking
You are my everything
I'm forcing myself to forget you
But the more I try to forget you
The more my heart says "I Love You"
Though we are miles apart
Your memories will stay in my heart
But let me tell you how I feel
I miss you so and I wish you are here...